… I hate forgetting passwords. Anyway, hi everybody. Lots and lots of new things have developed within these… however long I’ve been gone.

First of which, I’ve changed my preferred name (after a long period of nothing but thinking…) I have decided on Noah, and I don’t feel flip-floppy about this name 🙂

Second, I have a girlfriend. She is so cute, and adorable!!

Third, both of my sisters are supportive/semi-supportive of my transgenderness. It’s really nice when your younger sister openly uses male pronouns when referring to you 🙂 Though, the brother who knows about my coming out doesn’t support it at all… I have to say, if/when he finally calls me his brother, I think I’m going to cry. The two of us have been going at it since I told him. It kinda sucks, cause before I came out, we were really close. My other brother doesn’t know, which sucks, cause I think he would be like my sisters in this.

I hate winter (this is nothing new of course). The snow has begun to stick to the ground and is making all my joints hurt more than they already do.

And getting tendonitis sucks!!!!



Posted: March 30, 2013 in Uncategorized
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It’s finally that beautiful, marvelous, wonderful time of the year when all that blasted snow leaves. Hurrah!!
Yes, in winter I can hide my feminine physic with all those warm and bulky layers. But starting in spring, I can wear shorts and sandals (oh, how I’ve missed my sandals). That, and the fact that, during the winter, I become about five or six shades lighter…
The only way it could get better is if I could wear my binder around the house or when I’m out with my family.

On another note, I’m in need of some advice… I met this really nice, really cute girl, but I don’t know if she likes me too. I’ve always been horrible at being able to tell if people like me or not.

My Job

Posted: February 19, 2013 in My Queer Life
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I finally got a job. And even better, my boss knows and is cool with my being a trans man. But what do you call a male nanny?
I have missed having money…
And my cat is having kittens!
Not a lot has happened recently, so I’ll try to post some more later.

Just An Update

Posted: January 3, 2013 in My Queer Life
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The only thing more uncomfortable than going to the doctors office, is going there with your mom while your wearing your binder…
The other day was the first time I’d been to my new doctors office and I had to have an EKG done. In order to do that I had to take my shirt off. Before this, I hadn’t informed my mom that I was wearing one. But the upside to this is, it got us talking about it again and she didn’t take it away.
For Christmas break I had family over. Having them over always makes me crazy because I just want to tell them I’m a boy. It’s one of those secrets that you don’t want to be a secret, but you just don’t know how to do it or you just don’t have the guts to.
One another note, I hate Minnesota winters. They’re too cold and dark and windy. The only part about them that I like is the first heavy snow and the fact that I can wear my binder and it’s not totally noticeable.

Happy 2013 everyone, I hope it’s a good one.


Posted: September 12, 2012 in My Queer Life
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I did it, I did it!!! I’m finally done with High School as of today! I’m so happy. Now I get to go look for a job. And it’s finally cooled down here in Minneapolis. Yesterday, the high was 95…. It was ridiculous. But now, the high is only 65 which means it’s finally my favorite time of year… FALL!

Also, I have been feeling very old as of late. My 14 year old sister started high school, and, not 5 days into the year, she was asked by 5 boys to go to home coming…. That and my youngest brother started junior high. SO OLD…

Any way, wishing you all a wonderful fall and school year.


Posted: August 28, 2012 in My Queer Life
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I just realized that it’s been almost 4 months since I came out to my parents. It’s still a weird feeling to know that they know…

Any way, a bit has happened since I last posted. I’ve lost a ton of sleep due to two things, one, my ADHD meds, and two, my paranoia. I wish I wasn’t so easily prone to it, but hey, nothing I can do about that right now. But other than sleep deprivation, home life is pretty great. I can talk to my mom more freely about things and she doesn’t ask me why I am the way I am any more, which is more than alright with me.


Posted: July 16, 2012 in My Queer Life
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Happy birthday to me!! Hard to believe I’m 18, I still feel like a high school freshman. When I finally finish high school, I’m gonna go job hunting and, hopefully, find one that interests me….

When I finally get done with school, I’m also gonna change my name to my prefered name (Alexander Matthew Scott).

Anyway, looking forward to the next week of crazy-ness and a weekend in Wisconsin.