Posts Tagged ‘Transgender’

… I hate forgetting passwords. Anyway, hi everybody. Lots and lots of new things have developed within these… however long I’ve been gone.

First of which, I’ve changed my preferred name (after a long period of nothing but thinking…) I have decided on Noah, and I don’t feel flip-floppy about this name 🙂

Second, I have a girlfriend. She is so cute, and adorable!!

Third, both of my sisters are supportive/semi-supportive of my transgenderness. It’s really nice when your younger sister openly uses male pronouns when referring to you 🙂 Though, the brother who knows about my coming out doesn’t support it at all… I have to say, if/when he finally calls me his brother, I think I’m going to cry. The two of us have been going at it since I told him. It kinda sucks, cause before I came out, we were really close. My other brother doesn’t know, which sucks, cause I think he would be like my sisters in this.

I hate winter (this is nothing new of course). The snow has begun to stick to the ground and is making all my joints hurt more than they already do.

And getting tendonitis sucks!!!!


My Job

Posted: February 19, 2013 in My Queer Life
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I finally got a job. And even better, my boss knows and is cool with my being a trans man. But what do you call a male nanny?
I have missed having money…
And my cat is having kittens!
Not a lot has happened recently, so I’ll try to post some more later.

Just An Update

Posted: January 3, 2013 in My Queer Life
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The only thing more uncomfortable than going to the doctors office, is going there with your mom while your wearing your binder…
The other day was the first time I’d been to my new doctors office and I had to have an EKG done. In order to do that I had to take my shirt off. Before this, I hadn’t informed my mom that I was wearing one. But the upside to this is, it got us talking about it again and she didn’t take it away.
For Christmas break I had family over. Having them over always makes me crazy because I just want to tell them I’m a boy. It’s one of those secrets that you don’t want to be a secret, but you just don’t know how to do it or you just don’t have the guts to.
One another note, I hate Minnesota winters. They’re too cold and dark and windy. The only part about them that I like is the first heavy snow and the fact that I can wear my binder and it’s not totally noticeable.

Happy 2013 everyone, I hope it’s a good one.

I feel weird. I’ll be turning 18 in 4 days and I have really mixed feelings about growing up. I want to, I mean I REALLY want to, but my mom was right about something, I am naive (not about my gender though). I have no idea about how I’m going to do this, but then again I guess a lot of people in my situation feel the same thing every once in a while.

Aside from that, I have no idea of what I want for my birthday. My grandparents called and asked me what I wanted. I would have told them guys clothes cause I am lacking in my more masculine attire, except my grandparents don’t know I’m trans.

Anyway, summer school is “fun” (SUPER-sarcasm there). I have to take geography, health, and gym, and I still have to take one more class during the fall semester.

Anyway, hope everybody has a good summer.

Hi all. I made it after all. I am a high school graduate…. almost. I still have to go to summer school, but I still got to walk across the stage. Aside from my having to go to school during the summer in my schools freezing cold building, my summer life has been pretty pleasant. Even at home. I had to go to a wedding the other day in a dress, but my mom let me wear pants to the reception afterwards. That and I got to hang out with my cousin who’s also bi. We got to talk and dance.

Other than that, I off to Missouri for a couple of days to see some more cousins who I haven’t seen since I was 11. That seems like too long ago. I’m going with my oldest younger sister and my grandparents (who I still haven’t told). I have a feeling that it’s going to be awkward.

Till next time and hope you all have a great summer!

Some how, I forgot to sign out of WordPress on the computer my family shares and my parents found it. Let’s just say that that went over like a lead balloon. They read a couple of them I guess and now I feel really crappy. They were never supposed to read this. It’s like a journal in a way. Parents aren’t supposed to end up knowing what’s written in their kids journals because most of the time it’s for blowing off steam. I don’t want them to feel like I hate them, but all trust is gone now.

Three more days of school. The sucky part is, I don’t think I’m going to be able to graduate. Which is really stupid. I have 71 credits when I only need 66 to graduate. It’s ridiculous when they make certain classes mandatory.

My parents found out that I bind. And who’s the one who says I can’t? My Mom? Actually, no. My dad is the one that freaks out this time and tells me I can’t wear my binder (my home made one) anymore. I didn’t listen to him of course, so when I wore it to school like I always do, he took it away. I am REALLY peeved. I just got it to a point where it worked well too.

At least they don’t know about the bandages I have in my locker at school. Though, I’m tired of only getting to bind at school again.

Anyway, next week is my last week left of being a high schooler! YAY!!